Honestly, if you told me a few months ago I would be totally and completely over my past relationship, I would’ve said you were fucking crazy! I cried for what seemed like forever, I felt I was stuck with this never ending pain, and it was never going to go away. I remember saying to my friends and family, what if I die and I’m still in love with him, it was that extreme. I am not the type of person who falls in love lightly, I love so deeply with every inch of my heart to th